k so this weekend

was fun

all my friends are grounded.. and i love you all


it`s the hardest thing in the world
to listen to the guy you love talking
about the girl you want to be.

i flipped the cards over and
saw hearts. i folded and said ..
" i don't deal with love."

the only guy that deserves you is the one
who thinks he dosen't.. the one that'll stick by
your side no matter how much you screw up
&& the one who will always forgive you..
mistake after mistake<33

You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I'm not going to
w a i t a r o u n d .

you’re so typical and i hate you. another day,
same bullshit, this is like a re-run of some sitcom
and here we are, screaming at each other again.
you hurt me on the inside. listening to the same
songs over and over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. yesterday is
already over, today sucks, & tomorrow is bound
to be just as fucked up

when i walk by the two of you together, it seems
like your voice gets louder, your smile gets bigger
and you hold her even tighter. it’s as if you want
to prove a point, you want to show me you’re
happy. well ill let you know something. your
point is proven. you’ve achieved your goal. because
if it’s sorrow want me to be in, don’t worry,
you took care of that a long time ago.

she was a girl who knew how
to act happy, even when she ;;
was sad ++ that's important *
- marlyn monroe<3


it`s weird how youu say
that youu hate the boy who
broke your heart but when
he runs back to youu, youu`re
arms are wide open


---Jessica

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
'Cause I don’t want you to know where I am
'Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

(Stop right there) That’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) Well I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) Well I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn’t keep to myself enough and the things
I bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’d soon blow up
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can’t let that happen again
'Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

(Stop right there) That’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back

(Stop right there) Well that’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) Well I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) Well I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

Who I am hates who I’ve been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I’ve been
'Cause who I’ve been only ever made me

So sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been